i’ve given up everything to find myself
and yet…
i still know not where i am….

I keep repeating the same mistakes
thinking i might be found within another…
within easy eyes… and lies

Yet, this longing that pulls me
from what is safe… from that which i know…
it launches me to new heights

so i let go….

over and over again
i leave what i understand
to find something that will help me grow

but i am tired now of waiting
and praying… and suffocating