How was i so sure
about everything you said?
How did I allow myself
To go down that rabbit hole

Yet again?

The feeling of touching magic;
Of believing that it can find you
Keeps pulling me back
To this same spot

Yet with different players
And different outcomes
Because I’m older…
…and wiser
…and grounded

Still though I’m here…
Laying down my fortune For a chance to touch the stars

Even though I thought I found
My place in heaven;
I understand, that has yet to come,
For I have more work to do yet.