~manny~

You were my very first love
until you banished me
until you decided i was too old to feel

You left me without understanding
and alone….without love
without honor

You entered sacred places
under the guise of lies
and utterly destroyed them

You betrayed all trust
and desecrated my silence
with your selfishness

i gave all i had to you
my heart, my soul, my body
and you acted like it didn’t matter

…like i didn’t matter…

I don’t hate you
i love you yet
because you broke my heart