Tag: starcrossed love

so it goes

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~so it goes~

This ringing in my ear
is reminding me that you are gone
from me now-
And that is how it should be….

And I accept this; save for the
emptiness in my heart that longs
for relief and the pounding in
my chest, echoes of broken….

There’s nothing more you could do
to hurt me, cept take away that which is yours,
(once perhaps mine)
And give it to another.

A world of karmic consequences
mock human feelings
of love and loss….
What is soul to one:
Is simply spirit to another.

So it goes.

lost to time

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~lost to time~

I can no longer search for you
behind closed doors…
You aren’t hiding, but
instead just simply vanished
from my life…
And to ignore this fact
Is to ignore breath itself

Gone from me is your golden
Energy
Lost to the sands of time we
find ourselves again, sifting slowly
away from wence we came
The pain and longing that I’ve
known so well… through myriad
of lifetimes
Lies within my heart yet again.

I will not search for you because
You are not mine to be found
I will simply gaze heavenward
For a glimpse of your heart
When I am lost or feeling down
My eternal star; lodged within my breast,
Lost to time

dull ache

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~dull ache~

To simply lament that you’re gone
sounds silly and contrite;
There’s much more lost now
than a smile sent over energy
or words written onto winds of time…
Deep within there exists now a knowing
that whatever might have been
is but an impossible dream
that is not written in the stars…
So the lack now fills permanent space
within my heart; filled not with light
but with a dull ache

lost to time

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~lost to time~

Betrayal rips at my heart, it dangles to the floor
Once I had your heart for my own

…no more…

I have been searching the skies ever since
Looking for a glimpse of your face

Sometimes I see the stars shine down on me
And I remember your soft smile
The way you made me feel

Love that is no longer is no love for me
But heartache hung like a weight upon my breast

And a hunger that I will never satisfy

I call out your name in dreams
Longing to hold you but once again

To smell your skin, your hair, your mouth

I awake with desolation in my heart

I am lost without you.

You are not there.