She was but a wise old fool
Housed inside a pocket of youth…
Already knowing what was going to happen,
Because she’d been there before
And knew the game-
And though the outcome would mean
Certainty-
She went along the adventure anyway
For the love of play
Tag: past life
souls and dust
can you still hear my
whispering through the folds of time
that separate souls
and dust?
this lingering memory
that calls my heart to you-
how it wanders through empty halls
silently calling your name…
and though I am but a speck
amidst eternity
perhaps you can feel me too-
and smile that one day we will
find ourselves joined
within that blue spiral of light
once again
today
today
i turned a page
i walked away
i let you go
i forgot your face
i blocked your fire
i closed the gate
though my longing stays
and your illusions remain
and the magic i thought i held
well, it’s still what i crave
so i can claim the day,
i suppose…
i can profess that i am free
to find another way
but i let you in, and parts of you
…they still remain
i will need sometime i guess
to clean my house
and hope the scent of you
slowly fades away
lost to time
~lost to time~
I can no longer search for you
behind closed doors…
You aren’t hiding, but
instead just simply vanished
from my life…
And to ignore this fact
Is to ignore breath itself
Gone from me is your golden
Energy
Lost to the sands of time we
find ourselves again, sifting slowly
away from wence we came
The pain and longing that I’ve
known so well… through myriad
of lifetimes
Lies within my heart yet again.
I will not search for you because
You are not mine to be found
I will simply gaze heavenward
For a glimpse of your heart
When I am lost or feeling down
My eternal star; lodged within my breast,
Lost to time
King of the mountain
~king of the mountain~
I remembered your face
when I closed my eyes and entered
that sacred space in between
the folds of time
The smell of yellow flowers,
growing beside a running stream
Take colors, always flashing,
Memories or dreams?
Your hair landed softly upon me
As you leaned over to brush my face
Your smell, my brute obsession,
With force you bind my fate
king of the mountain!
What a spirit trapped inside!
Would that I give my present
To within that moment reside.
lost to time
~lost to time~
Betrayal rips at my heart, it dangles to the floor
Once I had your heart for my own
…no more…
I have been searching the skies ever since
Looking for a glimpse of your face
Sometimes I see the stars shine down on me
And I remember your soft smile
The way you made me feel
Love that is no longer is no love for me
But heartache hung like a weight upon my breast
And a hunger that I will never satisfy
I call out your name in dreams
Longing to hold you but once again
To smell your skin, your hair, your mouth
I awake with desolation in my heart
I am lost without you.
You are not there.
the SIBYL'S SONG 