the heart

~the heart~

my heart is alive with wonder
and pulsating with the glow of life;
my heart is a flower i place in your hand
to warm your soul

my heart is an open freeway
lighting energy along all ways;
my light will always find you
to move your spirit

…you are never alone…

my heart is guiding me closer
to the person i have always known
and within that process I found you
two old souls

fire of past

~fire of past~

I have a longing to pull flesh from spirit
and fill it with echoes of the past
my heart swells with remembering
and aches with separation

there is nothing that can remove
the thoughts of days beyond me
and the time that lies in front
is swellling with emotion

why does this vex my soul?
why, what can it mean to be pulled
so inexorably back to a place
that is no longer?

my mind is swimming with memories
that are not mine
and yet, dwell within me
a fire yet to be quelled…. a flame un flinching

i cry to be saved from this conflagration
of spirit… for relief from the fire of pain
and still i sit here, wondering
my soul, alight with mystery and divine


My heart is breaking
He who knows me best, knows me not at all
And I feel so shamed for trying

The veil has been lifted from my eyes
Yet I feel more alone than I could have ever imagined
Ashamed and alone

Full of pain I sit here hoping
Someone can remind me
That the universe has a plan

That I am not crazy




You were my very first love
until you banished me
until you decided i was too old to feel

You left me without understanding
and alone….without love
without honor

You entered sacred places
under the guise of lies
and utterly destroyed them

You betrayed all trust
and desecrated my silence
with your selfishness

i gave all i had to you
my heart, my soul, my body
and you acted like it didn’t matter

…like i didn’t matter…

I don’t hate you
i love you yet
because you broke my heart

The pain of your departure from me
…turning away from me
… painful indifference of me
It has remained inside me
Hidden away from prying eyes
Continuously replaying your tragedy
Cold and alone
… it lingers with me
… housed deep within my heart
Fearing discovery.
Years soften pain’s blow
Time’s softly smoothing the edges
And it lessens within my heart
And now, different and sure
Flying up high on butterfly wings
Pain becomes fuel to soar
I let you go.

Let it go, let it flow, let it run!
Sunlight reflected rainbows;
Beautiful to behold.


Statue of the Sea

Oh! Tall and constant Lover!
My statue in the sea;
Clouds crown your head, as you hover
Above… protectively.

Birds flock to you to hear your song–
‘Floats softly on the breeze;
A tune, dependable and strong,
Keeps hearts and souls at ease!

True and ever constant statue!
You stand alone in time;
What artisan from rock and stone
Carved such ancient design?

Peacefulness is the light you shine!

Stormy seas rage, wild winds blow;
Still, fortitude, I find,
Within my rock, my lord, my beau;
Constant and unconfined.

Under your guard, I find my home,
Firm stance, unfaltering;
And those songs that are yours alone—
Within my spirit ring.

Thru’ wind and rain– remains your throne
A light for those in need;
A true guide, calling lost souls home,
A holy task indeed!